Sweet Greg and I had a profoundly expansive and beautiful near 2 years together and have sadly arrived at a place in which we cannot continue as we have,
believing knowing what we believe “know” and feeling what we feel. Tomorrow is my birthday and while many would want to just get through that, the last thing I want is a strained or achy birthday dinner. I have had my fill of those. In the process of moving homes, changing jobs, and entering into the holiday season, it seems unfair timing to cut myself loose from someone so dear, I understand that friendship ONLY is not appealing to him.
•I am sad
•I am grateful
•I am angry
•I am being responsible and fair
•I am grieving—just add this to the pile of things to grieve
•I don’t like it
•I will not pretend
•I will not deny
•I will not ignore
Possessing the courage to share my truth and to step all the way into it, one more time, dividing me from someone, whom I do not want to be without, is something I feel good about.
My recovery and relationship to God and myself matter more to me than any relationship or relationship status to others. I am divorced. I am single. I am choosing authenticity over fear. I am BRAVING (Brene Brown-Braving the Wilderness)Much Love,
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