Oh the draining mindfuckery of dealing with someone married to their zero sum fixed mindset. The boys’ father literally can not feel significant/ almighty unless he…
Author: Magda Gee
I am in a program of recovery for those whose lives have been affected by someone else's drinking, drug use, mental illness. I am new to the experiences of faith and hope and courage, qualities absent for me in proximity to my family. No Contact has been the way to keep safe from diminishing words and actions directed at me. I think I have listened for the last time to how I deserve mistreatment. By holding out for something more wholesome and loving, I have been both banished and demanded to return. I prefer serenity to proximity. I will continue with my program and faith in the best possible outcome, so long as I do my part-- to stalk GOD as if my life depends on it.
If I really think about it. …I could not have done anything great enough to earn the gift of Sweet Greg’s love. AND there is…
The neuorlogists office called regarding MRI of brain and spine- results of scan: Normal- at least no MS. I will request a second pair of…
I worried that R would righteously skip the MRI and also not tell me. I checked location services and saw the O was home while…
R: I saw my girlfriend last night and she just learned she was exposed to Covid at work yesterday. I have already dropped O off…
We live in a nice, cute & safe home, which I can afford. My boys are able bodied and minded and excellent in many ways.…
Imagine a struggling child (or really any person) whose parent, in no uncertain terms, communicates how: “Nobody can or wants to relate or even to…
In the past month: **My boys’ father met a woman, requiring him to stay out late on school nights (past 10 and even 11) leaving my…
I long desperately (as I do most things) for my boys to desire and believe in the best for each other (in time, I get…
How have I provided good input for my children? Who, in my child’s life is a reliable source for good input (consistently kind, considerate, trustworthy, loyal,…