Awwwww— a neeeeeeed to “make people smile”–sounds sweet, wholesome, benevolent. Right? Ummmm… I do not always perceive it that way. Instead, it has felt stressful…because that…
Author: Magda Gee
I am in a program of recovery for those whose lives have been affected by someone else's drinking, drug use, mental illness. I am new to the experiences of faith and hope and courage, qualities absent for me in proximity to my family. No Contact has been the way to keep safe from diminishing words and actions directed at me. I think I have listened for the last time to how I deserve mistreatment. By holding out for something more wholesome and loving, I have been both banished and demanded to return. I prefer serenity to proximity. I will continue with my program and faith in the best possible outcome, so long as I do my part-- to stalk GOD as if my life depends on it.
“You are overreacting, out-of-control and crazy. You should just go along with this and be OK with it.” When you are on the recieving end…
October is the beginning of the hardest time of year, for me, the season of my birthday and all of the festivity and expectations for…
So, I find it important to note that in my obsessvie reading and information seeking re: narcissitic abuse, or really any kind of trauma, the…
In sharing the ugliest parts of my experience, I exercise my gift to make others feel seen. For those who have not found the words or…
So based on my boys’ father’s recent behavior/mood, I assumed he either had managed to wrangle some female attention from someone other than his sisters or…
September 11….What a heartbreak of a day. Immeasurable loss, fear and grief. I recall watching the news, alone, in tears, from my home in CA, as I…
While I absolutely do not want another Pandemic shut down, I do experience some smug schadenfreude feelings about what THE SHUT DOWN does to narcissistic…
There was not a single moment with family or my husband type person- the person who went after all my shit–with endorsements by my female…
I feel constantly curious as to what my sister could have communicated to THE family to make them ALL (but three) literally ghost me. I was…