scapegoat Archives - Page 14 of 23

Exploring the scapegoat role within narcissistic family systems and the lasting impact of blame, shame, rejection and family dysfunction on adult life.

Out Of My Control- In My Control

Post author:Magda Gee
Post published:July 26, 2022
Post category:Surviving Narcissistic Abuse

CPTSD often occurs as a result of being made to feel unsafe because of your identity. Feeling powerless to change who and how I was, made me fearful, anxious, aggressive,…

Amazing Grace

Post author:Magda Gee
Post published:July 14, 2022
Post category:Surviving Narcissistic Abuse

I created this blog to discover(through reflection an sharing) and reclaim all of parts of myself which had been erased-- or failed to develop as a result of learned distorted…

Stuff that is important to me

Post author:Magda Gee
Post published:July 14, 2022
Post category:Surviving Narcissistic Abuse

LoveEnjoyNeedMy sonsTattoosSafe SolitudeSweet GregTacosKindnessFavorite(my bff)TiramisuSafe LaughterAnimalsBooksSafe ConnectionThe BeachYardworkReadingOur HomeGood NeighborsSafe DisconnectionSunsetsCarbonated Flavored WaterEmotional HonestyCaliforniaGreat SaladsTrustRecoveryPoke BowlsHealingCourageSushiUnity- a shared purpose VulnerabilityComediesFaith- my spiritual practice/programAuthenticityEstate and Yard SalesExpansive People and PlacesUnapologetic awkwardnessSalvation ArmyResolution…

Unfit

Post author:Magda Gee
Post published:May 12, 2022
Post category:Surviving Narcissistic Abuse

Any form of antihistamine, the smallest dose results, for me, in emotionally violent nightmares. Even antihistamine eye drops, which seems unreasonable, since they are not ingested, dammit. Desperate for relief…