I have received information- more of the sort which I feel unable  to accept or change.  I feel knocked down.  With two little guys that count on me to get back up,  I do.  Maybe one day, I will do it for myself.  For today, I do it for them.  I acknowledge difficult times and feeeeeling defeated– AND I model putting one foot in front of the other anyway…stalking GOD as if my life depends on it.  I could not do it alone.   My day is now brighter as I turn into the light of my  Good Orderly Direction and away from the invitation to jump in the ring.  I’ve got this!