Magda Gee, Author at Wholesome Badass

No Laughing Matter

Post author:Magda Gee
Post published:July 4, 2018
Post category:Surviving Narcissistic Abuse

The more I try to outrun (debating whether lying on the couch or in my bed is considered outrunning) the pain, the less I am able to experience laughter and…

We Learn What We Live

Post author:Magda Gee
Post published:July 3, 2018
Post category:Surviving Narcissistic Abuse

I don’t recall much of life before children, only that I was miserable and treated myself poorly because that is all I knew …that I was undeserving and unworthy of comfort, connection, peace, joy. Those things remained foreign, inaccessible–reserved for the worthy. (more…)

Low Blood Sugar and Anxiety

Post author:Magda Gee
Post published:July 2, 2018
Post category:Surviving Narcissistic Abuse

In the past year, I have noted consistently how my low blood sugar either triggers or mimics anxiety for me. I feel ill much of the time, the way I…

Be the Nice Kid

Post author:Magda Gee
Post published:July 2, 2018
Post category:Surviving Narcissistic Abuse

How I wished I would have been a nice kid. Kindness and humility were neither natural nor modeled for me. I was scared shitless, constantly--with no healthy coping skills. I…