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Amazing Grace

Post author:Magda Gee
Post published:July 14, 2022
Post category:Surviving Narcissistic Abuse

I created this blog to discover(through reflection an sharing) and reclaim all of parts of myself which had been erased-- or failed to develop as a result of learned distorted…

Stuff that is important to me

Post author:Magda Gee
Post published:July 14, 2022
Post category:Surviving Narcissistic Abuse

LoveEnjoyNeedMy sonsTattoosSafe SolitudeSweet GregTacosKindnessFavorite(my bff)TiramisuSafe LaughterAnimalsBooksSafe ConnectionThe BeachYardworkReadingOur HomeGood NeighborsSafe DisconnectionSunsetsCarbonated Flavored WaterEmotional HonestyCaliforniaGreat SaladsTrustRecoveryPoke BowlsHealingCourageSushiUnity- a shared purpose VulnerabilityComediesFaith- my spiritual practice/programAuthenticityEstate and Yard SalesExpansive People and PlacesUnapologetic awkwardnessSalvation ArmyResolution…

Unfit

Post author:Magda Gee
Post published:May 12, 2022
Post category:Surviving Narcissistic Abuse

Any form of antihistamine, the smallest dose results, for me, in emotionally violent nightmares. Even antihistamine eye drops, which seems unreasonable, since they are not ingested, dammit. Desperate for relief…

Why I Accepted Less Than Love

Post author:Magda Gee
Post published:April 23, 2022
Post category:coercive control Family Dynamics The Scapegoat's Perspective Trauma

Why I Did It Why did I marry a man who made me feel unsafe, unlovable, unworthy of comfort or acknowledgment? Because it was the kind of love I was…