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I Can Only Imagine

Post author:Magda Gee
Post published:March 11, 2020
Post category:Acceptance addiction dirty secrets Faith Family Divider Self-Love Surviving Narcissistic Abuse Trauma

If the opportunity to exchange goodbyes with my mother had been possible... I would have wept, thanked, apologized, forgiven--even if she remained silent and unreceptive. It could have been beautiful.…

Healing is Excruciating

Post author:Magda Gee
Post published:February 24, 2020
Post category:Acceptance addiction dirty secrets Faith Intimacy Mindful Parenting Self-Love Surviving Narcissistic Abuse Trauma

Because Sweet Greg did not flinch, pout, or punish me for declaring myself absolutely physically and emotionally unavailable for the weekend, I feel beyond humbled and blessed. There was no…

To Struggle Is Human

Post author:Magda Gee
Post published:February 18, 2020
Post category:addiction dirty secrets Faith Intimacy Self-Love Trauma

I struggled mightily, since my earliest days. My formative experience strongly suggested my defectiveness as the cause, willfully imposing, as only an asshole would, on those whom I counted on to…

The Bare Minimum

Post author:Magda Gee
Post published:February 1, 2020
Post category:Acceptance addiction dirty secrets Faith Intimacy Mindful Parenting Self-Love Surviving Narcissistic Abuse Trauma

Last week as I relished a much-needed break from being used, taken advantage of, I was able to feel a smidge of compassion for the BF(boys' father). Mercy and compassion are…