It makes sense that I married a man opposed to any sort of amending or resolving of conflicts and painful moments. Not once, in…
Month: December 2017
Yes, I am still talking about and working through this. Healing and recovery are a process. My sons and I recently had dinner together, with…
As I contemplate, what specifically, I find so daunting, besides the obvious betrayal, about my sister and mother using my ex-husband to circumvent our issues:…
My sister would frequently snap: “Not everything is about you” when I expressed anything difficult or needing. And it made me confused in a sad…
I remember feeling amazed to learn that there is a different formulation for chemotherapy depending on the type of cancer. I thought there was just…
I honestly had such flawed thinking and attitudes growing up. I often felt the victim and would lash out, because in my experience with my…
In spite of the tension that defines our relationship, my ex and I co-hosted a beautiful day and evening for our older son’s birthday. MIRACLES:…
Last night I was awakened by overly vivid and engaging dreams with my female progenitor and her other offspring; at my mother’s funeral. And my…
Shit. Shit. Shit. It is that time of year in which I relive the feelings of fear and anxiety that for me, have defined special…