No Solution- No problem

No Solution- No problem

My lil canary dog–in tune with me, sensitive, present, and faithful.  Another 4 seizures/24 hours. When I engage the stress and despair of my family, he seizes. He is my barometer.

The dysfunction is an unpleasant fact to be accepted. Not a problem to be solved. No solution-no problem. Deep sigh.  Up, the white flag goes, surrendering to the GOMU, not to them….ever.  Surrender is the most wholesome and badass thing I ever do, as long as it is to a higher power that is NOT FEAR and not another human.  Fortunately, I can surrender them as many times as needed.  What is your higher power?  What motivates you to authentically be your best you?  To what do you surrender?

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Magda Gee

I am in a program of recovery for those whose lives have been affected by someone else's drinking, drug use, mental illness. I am newly learning faith, hope, and courage, practices not witnessed by me, in my childhood, with my family. Sadly, No Contact, as a last resort, is how I keep safe from diminishing words and actions directed at me. I think I have listened for the last time to how I deserve mistreatment. By holding out for something more wholesome and loving, I have been both banished and demanded to return. I prefer serenity to proximity. I will continue with my program and faith in the best possible outcome, so long as I do my part-- to stalk GOD as if my life depends on it.