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Little Wins

I’ve shared before about the mantra I use to punish myself: “Winners keep winning, and losers keep losing.”

Lately, life has felt like an uphill climb, made harder by a tangled mess of medications. With my memory and focus already a struggle, this recent medical event made it worse than I could have imagined.

So when this happened, it felt like a win.

I baked banana bread for the boyfriend who doesn’t choose me, and also for the one who does 😘. The first time, I forgot the egg and braced for failure — but – it turned out delicious. I tried it again two more times, no egg on purpose, and each time it was just as moist and tasty.

I’m pleased and proud. Now I have a recipe for a food item I enjoy and something I feel good at making — a much-needed win.

Today, I’m not the loser who forgot the egg — I’m a banana bread champ.

It was moist, delicious, and easy. I may only have about 12 readers, none of whom follow me for cooking tips, but I’m sharing the recipe anyway, just in case.

Preheat the oven to 350. Melt 1/3 cup of butter in a bowl. Once melted, mash in 3 bananas, 1/3 cup of applesauce, and 1 tsp of vanilla.

In a separate bowl, mix ½ tsp of baking soda, a pinch of salt, ¾ cup of sugar, and 1½ cups of flour.

Combine your wet and dry ingredients, then pour into a greased loaf pan and bake for about 53 minutes. Check with a toothpick to see if it’s done. Perfection.

Magda Gee

I am in a program of recovery for those whose lives have been affected by someone else's drinking, drug use, mental illness. I am newly learning faith, hope, and courage, practices not witnessed by me, in my childhood, with my family. Sadly, No Contact, as a last resort, is how I keep safe from diminishing words and actions directed at me. I think I have listened for the last time to how I deserve mistreatment. By holding out for something more wholesome and loving, I have been both banished and demanded to return. I prefer serenity to proximity. I will continue with my program and faith in the best possible outcome, so long as I do my part-- to stalk GOD as if my life depends on it.