Maybe I Am
I see now how my ability to develop or pursue creativity or ambition of any sort, was stunted. I became crazed by my need for vigilance, and wasted from the…
Perfection v. Self Reflection
There are folks (those who are perfect and infallible- the blamers, accusers, hustlers, takers, the entitled, and delusional) unable to to say or think any of the following: I made…
The House Rules
I am never wrong, out of line, erring in judgment, lacking in kindness, patience, grace. It is ill advised to suggest otherwise. Nor am I responsible for my own difficulties…
Fuuuuuuuuuck
So, the boys' father is especially manic now that he has found a woman to claim a WE with. Whatever. On my boys' weekends with their father, I have learned,…
Narcissistic Bullying
As I continually have opportunities to PRACTICE detachment, using my recovery tools and skills, it feels only right to share tips (just the tip-hahaha) for safely negotiating narcissitic bullying, when…
Pathological Shaming
As a child, everything, for me, became a source of shame, because nothing about our family,home,lives was normal or normalized. It was directly communicated that if no one is feeling…
Want Sum?
Oh the draining mindfuckery of dealing with someone married to their zero sum fixed mindset. The boys’ father literally can not feel significant/ almighty unless he percieves that he has rendered…
Love Does & Does Not
If I really think about it. …I could not have done anything great enough to earn the gift of Sweet Greg’s love. AND there is not a thing I could…
Clean MRI
The neuorlogists office called regarding MRI of brain and spine- results of scan: Normal- at least no MS. I will request a second pair of eyes on the scan as…
So Then
I worried that R would righteously skip the MRI and also not tell me. I checked location services and saw the O was home while W was not and asked…
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