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Trying to not feel hot, cold, anxious, or hungry since nobody else is and it is clearly the wrong way to feel. Trying to be like others. Trying to not be me. Trying…
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action or later. Please see Debugging in WordPress for more information. (This message was added in version 6.7.0.) in /var/www/wp-includes/functions.php on line 6121Trying to not feel hot, cold, anxious, or hungry since nobody else is and it is clearly the wrong way to feel. Trying to be like others. Trying to not be me. Trying…
After reading and rereading Anne Lamott's most recent treasure: Dusk, Night, Dawn, I feel almost close to being able to fully and deeply breathe. Engaging with my ex, for the…
I am still obssessed with the toxic and commonly held sentiments (not specifically aimed at me, just in general) and messaging of: You are the last, the least and the…
In Nothing Like I imagined, Mindy Kaling shares her delicious confession about an attempt to be a Big Shot. While out with her celeb buddy in L.A., a big time…
Even with 10+ years of recovery and spiritual retrieval work (though lately, the doing of the work is minimal and I find myself right back in survival mode), I continue to…
I will not be a person who instructs another to smile. What even is that? To me, that feels unwholesome--- unsafe. I prefer an authentically non-plussed person over a curated…
In a speech I heard today, it was said that "Patriotism is not loyalty to the president but to the country (in our case, the democracy)". That brand of love…
In true Magda- fashion, tired and hungry for my bed, silence, solitude, stillness, and my weighted blanket, I departed our celebration before midnight--AND nobody got even a little bothered or…
Sometimes, what it looks like is all anyone (not looking too closely) will see. Oh look, the wise benevolent docotor is helping so many girls. As I listend to one…
So Friday evening, after a long week with the boys, so much engagement and so many words, I was spent--- and pleased to be draped across Favorite's couch-- with nothing…