Do Better…Paul
Today, Simon from Bumble messaged to say "Hi Sexy, How is your day going?" Simon and I have not spoken before. And never will. Scott opened with a riddle (corny…
Today, Simon from Bumble messaged to say "Hi Sexy, How is your day going?" Simon and I have not spoken before. And never will. Scott opened with a riddle (corny…
I do not think it is that I was stubbornly holding onto false hope—I was being actively manipulated, fed contradictions, and caught in a cycle designed to keep me confused.…
I wonder if there’s a medication and also a dose high enough that could help me have felt less affected by the CVS cashier. He wasn’t just ringing me up;…
Love Bombed: My Story of Worship, Betrayal, and No Contact (Part 9 of 32,000,000) The Slow Fade: How Devaluation, Distancing, and Discard Unfolded For the first five months, we spent…
In the two years since my boys' dad started his on-again, off-again relationship with this woman, she’s attempted a number times to get on my radar. I don’t fully understand…
Love Bombed: My Story of Worship, Betrayal, and No Contact (Part 8 of 32,000,000) Learning to Love Myself?I have been tasked with imagining loving myself rather than seeking love elsewhere.…
Love Bombed: My Story of Worship, Betrayal, and No Contact (Part 7 of 32,000,000) Reconciling Harm Without Malice I feel like the absence of malice has to count for something.…
Love Bombed: My Story of Worship, Betrayal, and No Contact (Part 6 of 32,000,000) The Story He Told Me When we met, I was deeply moved. How he soldiered through…
Love Bombed: My Story of Worship, Betrayal, and No Contact (Part 5 of 32,000,000) Denial I could not see it.I wouldn’t believe it, no matter how many times friends begged…
Love Bombed: My Story of Worship, Betrayal, and No Contact (Part 4 of 32,000,000) The Two TruthsI’m struggling to reconcile two truths. One truth is what I directly and consistently…