Day 3 The Fountainhead
As with most things, I am reading The Fountainhead - in true addict fashion. The clash between Peter Keating and Howard Roark is beyond compelling, as well as the growing…
2019 Day 1
Best Friends Forevvuh. 42 years of sisterhood. Total traveling pants. Bringing in the New Year with Favorite and her family was a win. Tastiest foods, ????? from as soon as you…
No, But This Time I Mean It
I intend to end this year of insanity, by allowing my mother's recent passing to mark the end of my active attachment to a system which has collectively rejected me…
Clear Boundaries are not Grudges
Omg. I woke up thinking about exactly this. How holding a clear and healthy boundary, within my family of origin(and marriage) gets labelled “holding a grudge”. Hellooo ??? It’s not…
Are You My Mother?
To state that my feelings about and reasons for attending yesterday's service for my mother are messy and confusing, is an understatement. At this moment, this is what I am able…
Our Mother Who Art in Heaven
Dear Mother, You must be pleased that I married someone emotionally and morally similar to you and to my sister? And equally contented that YOUR family shows unyielding loyalty to…
Social Media for Abuse Awareness
People say don't use social media to post your personal problems. I use social media to post about abuse because it is a social problem. I am taking all necessary…
Pills That are Hard to Swallow
Trying to surrender my current prayer of “Make it fucken stop” for “PLEASE ?? Help me become willing to accept the things I cannot change and to just love the hell out…
BUT WHY THO—Dear Mom
I have never, not ever, not once in 50 years had a moment of resolution with my mother or sister in which each of the people own their contributions to…
Rest In Peace
Yesterday, overly tired from waking at 4am, unable to return to sleep. I ruined myself from 4-8am, with recycled, if not hysterical thoughts of my older son and the cloud hung…
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